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2006-03-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

[.prom whatever.]

2006-03-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

"i hope you dont mind, i hope you dont mind that i put down in words how wonderful life is now you're in the world.."

aww. after i watched moulin rouge kanina, that line never left my mind. hehe. kakaadik! sweet kase. ^_^

ogay. PROM! it is.. disappointing. hayy. before that pala, let me talk of my looks hahahah. jok lang. u'll just have to judge me once i've uploaded the pics. :p anwaii. niko fetched me around 5:30pm. i wasn't fully prepared then, kaya nung dumating xa, hayun, nagmadali ang aking ina. hihi. i didn't go to parlor. my mom fixed everything and i can say that it's far better than the styles of the bakla at ang expensive fee. hehe. :p im really proud of my mom.. [thanks mom.. luv yaaaa.] hihi. tapos un.. when we arrived sa school, marami na tao.

kelan ba ako matututo? i told myself never to expect anything anymore because all of my expectations jst bring me down.. always..

kasi naman. i didn't expect a certain sumone to come. kaya nung nakita ko xa, i was soo nainis tlaga. i shud've knwn better.. i shudn't have reacted that way. hayyy. kakainis! after that, sunud-sunod na ung disappointments. the decorations sa school ay sobrang patay.. the food was super bitin.. rawr! tapos the songs that they played, grabeee! nagmistulang club ung prom. puro mabilis.. new waves.. meron pa nga my humps eh! hayyy. kakainis. nung nag-slow dance na.. un. i was contented sa lahat ng nakasayaw ko. even the boy who i didn't expect to come sa prom and to ask me to dance danced with me. and i was quite glad. at least, things between us are quite settled na. we've been on a "rocky friendship" kase for the past month. i kinda missed him nung nakasayaw ko xa. ewan ko ba! weird..

hayy. sakit ng paa ko. T_T it's 3am na but i dnt wanna rest muna. huhu. kakainiss. ouuuttt. T_T

"..baby i love you and i'll never let you go.. but if i have to, boy i think that you should know that all the love we made can never be erased, and i promise you that you will never be replaced.."

hehe. senti mode.^_^ ewan ko ba.. kinanta kasi ni niko habang nagcchat kame, aun, na-LSS ako *last song syndrome*. hahaha. hayy. malapit na pala 26th monthsie namen.. sa 18. ^_^

[.bored.]

2006-03-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

it's my third daii to be absent sa skool and im totally booooored. T_T

di pa ako nabubunutan ng ngipin.. huhuhu. my dentist told me that i shud continue takin my antibiotic until the pain is completely gone. kaya pala masakit, kasi naman, bukod dun sa cavity, my wisdom tooth starts to erupt na and it hits my aching tooth! dbaaaa. it just made things worse! kakainis talagaaaa.

hayyy. tomorrow is our prom na and im pretty sure na hindi na toh mappostpone. *sana lang talaga*. hayyy. nalimutan ko na nga ung steps sa cotillion eh. heehee. bahala na. JOLIBEE ang kakainin namin sa prom. i can laugH! hahahaha. sabi nga ni andy, sana slumber party nlang with matching pajamas para mas masaya. hahaha. kase naman, di na afford ng school na magpa-cater.. ayaw pa ng principal na magbayad ulet kami para sa food. kaya pinagkasya nalng ung natitirang fund. haha. kawawa naman.

omg.. im totally boooored. T_T im outta here muna.

[EDIT]

who wants this layout?

i made it..=] go to my blogskins page and download it.:P [/EDIT]

[EDIT]o3.1o.o6

i just finished watching Moulin Rouge for the nth time. di talaga xa nakakasawa..^_^ heehee. anywaii.. prom na mamaya.. sige, susubukan ko nang magmukhang tao.:p [/EDIT]

[.wasted.]

2006-03-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

rawr. toothache is killing me. i really want to have it extractd na. T_T

anywaii. got new layouts!.. haha. clikk here!:

~~~`xxx~~~

anwaiii.. yesterday, we were excused from attending our classes because we had to make our documentary video sa RP1. dun kami sa guadalupe park. but unfortunately, my toothache strikes again.. and so, i and kim, my pakner, we were not able to shoot ours.. T_T sorry kim.. around 4:30 i went to my dentist, and i had my tooth cleaned.. she told me that i should undergo x-ray examination so she wud be sure if my tooth is safe to remove or not. after that, i went to school to see niko. i was really crying hard sa sobrang sket.. hinatid na nia ako sa bahay..

and todaiii.. im damn absent. kase naman hindi ko na talaga kaya yung sket.. kaya eto. go online, read, sleep. that wud be my routine for 3 days *til thursday* yep, 3 days ako aabsent.. cuz tomorrow, im scheduled to have my tooth removed.. then sa thursday ay rest day. para sa friday.. YAY! prom na! i have to admit that i'm kinda excited.. again. haha.

hayyy.. sket ng ulo ko.. rest muna ko..

oh btw.
some of my links were erased.. sorrryyyy.. if your link was one of those, please remind me and i'll put u up again. thanks. =]

[EDIT]

ayaw ko na mag-expect.. but i just can't help it.. when will i even learn?.. lagi na lang ako umaasa pero i always get disappointed.. lagi nalang.. :'(

[/EDIT]

[EDIT]

im almost done reading the rule of four. i read a line that made me think..

"it's better to love something that can love you back.."

it's almost the same with a line sa Moulin Rouge -- the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." but i disagreed, especially dun sa line sa rule of four. how can love start to spread if you're waiting for someone to love you back. and that someone you're waiting for is also waiting for someone to love him/her back? gets nio? wah. gulo. basta. para sken.. if you feel love, just love, unconditionally. u don't have to find someone who loves you before you love. dba? wala lang. T_T

bubunutan na ako mamaya. wish me luck.^_^

oh btw again, this layout im usin is an old one.. i used it before. ^_^

[.baaaaaakk!!.]

2006-03-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

weeee! i changed my mind na about takin a vacation from the blogging world. my internet life is damn boring without it.. and without you guys..^_^ and so nika's back.. postin and droppin by your pages.. ^_^ hayy. dami na nangyari in the past 2 weeks.. our prom was damn postponed, tulad ng maraming schools. kakainis noh? feb. 24: morning: text messages from schoolmates kept on coming, saying that the prom would push through.. lunchtime, sabi tuloy pren daw. hapon, tuloy pren. and so i started to prepare na.. my make up's complete, my dress and accessories are all ready. i was just waiting for niko *my prom date* to come when i received a text message that the prom was postponed. T_T DAMN! i called our school, and sabi nga di raw tuloy. nakakainis, they released the memo at 4:30 pm, when the call time is 5:30 pm! naturally, halos lahat ng girls ay nagpa-parlor na. ang iba naman, like me, ay tapos na ang preparation. nakakainissss. and now, the prom is on march 10 na. nakakainis tlaga.. wala na yung momentum. T_T pero, whatever happens, pupunta pren ako.. nakakadismaya. wah. tama na nga about the prom. hmm. nuh pa ba. wala na namang memorable eh.. except for few incidences that i prefer to be kept as a secret. harhar. :p hmm. i have this friend. and she has this guy. they used to be happy, pero one time, sabi sa kanya nung guy, "we're better off as friends.." sakit noh. nakakinisss. to think na she has given him everything. kawawa naman yung friend ko.. *sigh* hay. wala lang, na-share ko lang. omg im having toothache again huhuhu. papabunot na ulet ako sa wednesday yehey! ^_^ yesterday was angela's *niko's sis* birthday and i was invited to join their family to have dinner.. hihi. nakakahiyaaaa. andun yung nga relatives nila.. pero everything went ok naman.. hihi. ^__^ hayyy. im still learning wordpress nakakainissss. i don't know how to change the layout.. damn im so tanga! can anyone help me please?.. misshuuu guysss..^_^ i'll be droppin by your sites anytime now..^_^

[.happy.]

2006-02-19T06:33:00.000+08:00

hihii. new layout! do you like it? *crossed fingers* omg i hope you do..^_^ it's 6am and i haven't got a wink yet. sleep muna ako then i'll update later. kk? luv ya! muah.!:* [EDIT] as promised. :) hayy. yesterday was a blast! niko and i met sa MRT station around lunchtime para pumunta sa ortigas where we met twinkle and the others. ^_^ andun si penpen, barizo, adrian, gicel and monica. ^_^ waaa. masaya. kaso nakakainggit kasi the rest of them *except pen* slept overnight sa discovery suite. huhu. kakainggit talaga.. anywai. hehe. when we arrived, the girls were cooking lunch. they lacked breading kaya they used mashed doritos and roller coaster as substitute sa breading. galing nga eh. hihih. hayy. around 4 niko and i left for glorietta. we ate ice cream then we watched fun with dick and jane. it was soooo hilarious you gotta watch it! hehehe. well, that was it for the day. around 4:30am i woke up.. tapos i made this new layout. hihih. tapos when i woke up again at around 12, i fixed the dailies, and now, OMG ATE AISSA HELPED ME WITH MY WORDPRESS OMG!! i'll be leaving blogger soon. yahay! hihi.^_^

[.galit ako sa teachers!.]

2006-02-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

hay. i wish teachers would just fade away. nakakainis yung mga teachers. maxado sila pa-importante. they are bombarding us with lots of homeworks and projects as if they were the only teachers we have and we have no other things to worry about. nakakainis. napaka-inconsiderate nila.. :( yung chem teacher namen, she gave us a take home 230-items-test to be submitted tomorrow.. plus 2 more activities to be submitted tomorrow din. tapos may assignment pa.. yung research teacher naman nmen, she required us to do a documentation of our research, ang dami pa nia ek-ek na gusto mangyari sa documentation na yun. kainis rawr! tadtad tuloy kame ng gawa. T_T hayy anywai. kanina, i got another good news: ako pren pala ung magiging president ng IT core group sa school namen.. ^_^ YAY! hihhi. si niko absent kanina.. he was sick.. i missed him tlaga. na-realize ko na pag wala xa, loner pala tlaga aq.. wala ako kasama.. xa lagi kasama ko eh.. hayy.. i can't afford to lose him.. wheee. need to go. i have to answer the damn take-home exam.

[EDIT]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINKLE!! ^__^ yea, im goin to ortigas to meet her there. hihi.

anywai. im workin on wordpress now but everytime i try to view install.php, it says that the info on wp-config.php is incorrect. actually, naguguluhan din ako. di ko alam kung anu yung ilalagay sa user name.. is that the blah@meangurl.net? tapos ung localhost, do i need to change it?.. hay ang tanga tanga ko.. kasi when i try to use the username and the pass given to me by ate aissa, hindi xa nagmmatch sa wordpress. waaa. anu ba gagawin ko?.. T_T im almost there.. kelangan ko lang lagpasan yan install.php and i'll be transferring na.. *sigH*

i hope someone out there could help me.. thanks.. luv yyaaaa. ^_^

[.takas na blog.]

2006-02-13T11:26:00.000+08:00

im currenttly in our K-act, tryin to make a quick blog.^__^ bawal kasi mag-internet dito nang walang connection sa studies. haha. wala namang bantay diba? ^_^ anywai, kaya ko nga pala gusto mag-blog, kasi.. wala lang. our elective english teacher is not around, and im supposed to do a research about the movie Moulin Rouge pero natutukso ako. hihihi. kanina, i was askin some of my classmates to pass some load sa phone ko para i can text unlimitedly. haha. later, i'll attend a meeting sa conference room with my co-elected officers. yehey. masaya ako. hehehe. so anywai, i'll try to update later when i get home. ^_^ anjan na si mam zafra, yung masungit na librarian na nagbabantay dito sa k-act, log-out na muna ako.^_^ [EDIT] hay. im finally home with no zafra around hahaha. anywai. yheeee. tomorrow is valentines day! hehe. may date na ba kayo?? hihi. personally, i don't really agree with people who think that it is necessary for them to give special gifts to their loved ones. i mean, why do they have to wait for valentines day before they show to them how they really feel? dba? mejo lang. haha. anywaii. post ko lang lahat ng na-receive kong gifts. ^^

o dba ang sweet nilang lahat?..^___^ thanks ha..(: anywai. got loads to do. enjoy your valentines day! ^__^ *hugs* [/edit_feb.13]

[EDIT]

ahhh. im soo down today. too much expectations. too much pressure. too much work. *sigh* naiingit pa ako dun sa mga girls na nakatanggap ng mga gifts. ahaha. pero keri lang, hindi naman importante yun eh.. but the fact that i wasn't able to be with someone i want to be with today saddens me.. *sigh* keri lang ulit. ako pa. :)

"i just wish that the world would disappear so we can go to another place, a place only for the two of us.. a place beyond human's imagination.. a place that would exist only for the two of us.."

[/edit_feb.14]

[.THANK GOD!.]

2006-02-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

OMG IM SOOO HAPPY! EVERYTHING'S SOO PERFECT! im sooo ubberrr happy! i have so many reasons to be happy.=]

IM THE OFFICIAL SECRETARY OF THE SCHOOL GOVERNMENT! OMG!! : oh yea. 20 votes lang ang lamang ko.. grabe, very close fight, to think na sa ibang position, ang lamang ng nanalo ay 100 votes. guess what?! the unexpected happened: one whole section voted for me. as in ako lang, omg im soo thankful. 33 votes sa isang section! i could faint. thanks to everyone who voted for me..
MY GEN AVERAGE THIS QUARTER IS 92.2. OMG!! compared sa dati na 89. hehehe. from 91 to 100. 90 tp 95. lahat sila nagtaasan. omg.. thank you Lord..
MY PROBLEMS SA CLASSROOM ARE ALL FIXED UP NA! yesterday, as in super iyakan sa room. hindi naman lahat, pero lahat ng may samaan ng loob, nag-usap na. including me and now, wala na ako sama ng loob sa kanila.. hay. i just hope i won't be isolated from them again, now that things got back to what they used to be..
ME AND NIKO ARE OK NOW.! yea. we fixed things up na rin. we talked about things that were supposed to be talked about ages ago. and now, we're happy as can be. hahaha.
NAGPABUNOT NA AKO!! YAY! om i was so nervous talaga before i went to the dentist. as in uber. hindi ko alam kung iiyak ako, but i know i had to be strong. while the dentist was doing stuffs sa aking ever beloved tooth, i was humming my favorite songs to take away my kaba. hay. it was not that painful pala. as in zero yung pain. unlike the first time na ngapabunot ako, it was soo painful tlaga, and to think na 3 times ako nilagyan ng anesthesia.! grabe. hayyy..
SINAMAHAN AKO NI NIKO SA BAHAY UNTIL 10pm KAGABI. yea, he was the one beside me after i had my tooth removed. as in pa-baby ako. hahaha. dun lng xa sa tabi ko, kahit mejo tulog na ako. hehe. thanks niko..

all these things happened in one day. all became possible because of God. omg thank you. :') i did pray sa school while looking outside the window. and he answered all of them..:) love nia talaga ako.. and i love HIM to so much! nag-pray nga ako kagabi kahit mejo masakit yung pinagbunutan. i thanked Him for everything.. HAY.. everything is perfect. :)

uii, have to go na. gawa pa ako gifts para sa lahat ng friends q. :)

[EDIT]

gift ko po para sa inyong lahat. :) senxa na, hindi ko na-personalize.. upload it na lang in your own server. :) HAPPY VALENTINES!

MORE GIFTS:

kim sandra johanna jen ate abby grace anne kumiko irish

(paki upload nlang po lahat sa sariling server. :p)

and for ruth for bein the 625th visitor! ^_^

more coming soon! kung hindi ko kayo magawan, request lang kayo. ^_^

[/EDIT]

[.nervous.]

2006-02-09T06:00:00.000+08:00

WAAA! i can't help bu t be nervous for thsi coming elections. honestly, i want to win though hindi na ako umaasa. haha. seryoso. my fellow candidates, ang lalakas nila! haha. pero ewan! naguguluhan ako. lately i realized that HARRY POTTER slows my world down. it messes up my life. sa halip na gumagawa ako ng homeworks, nagbabasa ako ng harry potter. damn. nadaan ako sa site ni kim kanina, and she reminded me of our task to make the invitation sa prom. DAMN!

.:feb 10:. naiiinis akooo. maxado ako kinakabahan ngayon.. una: dahil elections na. pangalawa: bubunutan na ako ng ngipin mamaya. ARGH! huhuhu.

anywaii, kim, harry potter messes up my life not in a negative way, but in a oh so good way cuz im TOTALLY addicted to it. :p

honga pala. yesterday was the meeting de abance *OHCMON ! HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT I DONT KNOW* hahaha. basta it's a meeting before the election day. and when i got the chance to take hold of the mic, i think nagwala ako. haha. no, it was a rush of adrenaline. when you get there, you will never know what to say or what to do because you're uberrr nervous. not that im not used to speaking in front of so many people, but because i had to campaign myself and convince them to vote me because im-oh-so-responsible. WAH! bahala na si God.

[.campaign week.]

2006-02-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

YAY EXCUSED FOR MY CLASSES! haha. yea, excused kami sa klase for the whole day [although we're required to attend the major subjects], ako at ang mga kapartido ko.. [GO RUGGED!] haha. i enjoyed the campaign though it was tiring *we campaigned in 4 sections kanina*. nakakatuwa, especially the freshies.. namimiss ko tuloy yung freshman year q..^__^ anywaii. naiinis ako sa mga pa-cute. siguro im one of them, pero hindi naman sobrang pa-cute noh.. rawr! un bang.. pa-sweet. tapos.. naiinis din ako sa mga gaya-gaya.. nagkalat sila..T_T ui, di ako nangaaway ha.. im just stating my opinions.. T_T i modified pala my navigation bar. it's still kinda messy pero bear with it nlang. haha.

[.toothache . ouch.]

2006-02-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

magpapabunot na ako ng ngipin sa friday. huhuhuh. last wednesday i had a severe toothache. grabe ayaw ko na maranasan yun.. nakakamatay! [ay exagg.] as in. huhu. that day we had a class party.. yun yung project namen sa TLE. astig nga eh.. we were the ones to cook the food. hihi. pics!

haha. sarappp.. hihihih. sarap magluto ng classmates q.. ako, taga-wrap lang ng lumpia hahaha. anywaii.. nothing much happened during the week.. wala maxado pressure.. kasi mejo tapos na yung submittion of requirements.. nabigay na pala ung ibang grades. so far okey naman grades quo.. hihi. im sooo happy and relieved to know that my grade in Geometry is not lower than 85. *whew* that was my target.. not to get a grade not lower than 85 in any subjects.. and wala pa naman. hehe. at mataas pa yung iba [wah. yabang mu nika!]. no im not mayabang! im just kinda proud of it..^__^ wahaha. andaming namatay dahil sa wowowee. huhu. kinilabutan talaga ako when i heard the news.. more than 60 persons died.. God. let's help those people thru prayers.. hayy.. our JS is near and im quite excited about it.. im worried about my outfit.. i was not the one to design it and im afraid i would not find a beautiful one. rawr. pero keri lang.. as long as mukha akong tao, pwede na. haha. kami pala ni kim ang gagawa ng invitation.. ow. speaking of kim, we're gonna have a contest about webdesigning. yea. kami na naman magkasama. haha. lagi na lang! [sawang sawa na ako sayo!! haha, joke lang. labyu kim.] aii honga pala. these past few days, i have this burden.. sa classroom.. that concerns almost all my girl-classmates.. naranasan nio na ba yung nagagalit.naiinis ka sa isang tao without a valid reason?. nakakainis, ba't q nararamdaman yun, and i just can't stop it. i was so troubled that i can't put into words every but of emotion that i felt. and yes, up to now i can still feel it and i don't know if im doin the right thing or not. i feel kinda guilty.. but i can't back out from the "against-her society".. yes, marami ako kakampi sa pag-hate sa kanya.. i can't back out kasi im one of the so-called triangle na naging source ng lahat ng chaos na nangyayari ngayon sa amin. help. :( .+.do you know a site that hosts music?.. [eg. photobucket for photo hosting, youtube for video hosting] im planning to upload na kasi yung kanta na ginawa namin ni niko so i can share it to you..=] i still feel so down..:( help me, God..

[.busy.]

2006-01-31T20:01:00.000+08:00

daan lang. pampagaan ng isang magulo at masalimuot na buhay estudyante. T_T kanina nag-picture trip kami nina andy, lea, miyah.. tapos si michael and kumukuha ng pics. haha. di ko pa ma-post eh.. saka na. edit ko na lang toh. :))

[.yahoo!.]

2006-01-30T04:50:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYEEE! ok lang ba? pink eh.

it's monday morning. 5:00 am and im preparin for school. last night, i had a recollection of memories.. omg. i am just sooo missin my friends from PCS *my former school*. i saw our class pic nung grade 5. gawd. i wonder how they look like now. i also saw my kinder and grade one class pictures. haha. it was sooo funny. haha. i'll post it next time. :p my freshie class pic was also there.. and im kinda missin them though i see them everyday, but i miss being with them in the same room.. iba kasi eh. so far, copernicus is the best section in maksci i have ever been..

i was starting to read all the letters i have collected but my kuya came and asked me to turn off the light. kill joy? yea.

haha. sige, imma make my proj in mapeh na. hihi. =]

[.mag-update daw.]

2006-01-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

hehehe. kakapagod. sorry for the late update. super pressured this week eh.. submition of requirements for the third grading period. T_T keri lang, ok na naman eh.. and as far as school is concerned, no more pressure! YAY! *RREEWWIIINNNDDDD* more pressures to come. T_T guess what?! IM RUNNING FOR SECRETARY SA STUDENT GOVERNMENT SA SCHOOL. grabe noh? T_T keri lang, im pretty sure na matatalo din ako. :)) try ko lang naman.. if destiny permits na manalo ako, edi maganda. if not, it's ok. :p hayy.. kakatapos na ng requirement submittions namen.. salamat sa aking partner, everything went well.. [THANKS KIM!] wala naman ako kelangang ikwento.. nothing special happened naman eh.. just a usual week for me. pero at least, things got better. ^__^ nagreformat si kuya ng computer, so i have to install all my programs again.. including Adobe and Macromedia plus Corel and everything. T_T salamat sa lahat ng plugs.. iRiSH, RUTH, JOHANNA, JENPRINCESS, JOHNALYNNE, GRACE, and ANNE.. LUV yA!^_^ bye. :p

[.pressured.]

2006-01-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

nika is preshuurrd. me preshurd. me tired. me pissd off. me barok in english. me so stupid. me so sick. me so lost. me so annoying. me ish hungry. me so thirsty. me so boring. me should die. T__T i dunt knowing why i does so getting barok in english laterly. it's so very pissed me off over. :)) no. that's not me! it's my other ego. i get so retarded when im soo pressured. i was sick for the whole weekend because of sipon and my bukol. :)) kakainis. andami ko pa naman dapat gawin.. hay. kaya ngayon, cramming na naman. hayyy. buti na lang super cooperative yung partner ko sa RP1. xa lang talaga yung partner na worth samahan at pagpuyatan. di katulad ng iba. thanks kim. ^_ nakuha na namin kanina yung results ng ibang exams. shocks. ang baba ng mga scores ko. :o keri lang, pasado naman. :p pero im not satisfied. T__T bakit ganun. i did my best naman eh. *best nga bah?* *sigh* ay nako, ang sakit sakit ng ulo ko kanina sa skool, tapos uberrrrr pressured pa. as in. dami ginagawa. dami requirements. tapos di pa naaalis ung sinat ko. after classes, i had to rush to Market!Market! to buy dvd na Memoirs of a Geisha only to find out na wala pala dun. T_T nakakainis. tapos inexpect ko na ok na yung dvd player na inassign ko sa isang member ko, tapos hindi pala. ngayon, hindi ko alam kung saan huhugot ng portable dvd player. NAKAKiNISS!!! bakit parang sakin naka-shoulder mga bagay na sobrang bigat.. T__T GoD. please make things better for me tomorrow. please. :( thanks soooo much sa mga bloggers na willing tumulong.. JEN! you're such a great help. dreamweaver lang pala katapat nun. :p im so excited na to move sa meangurls. ^__^

[.nahihilo na naman!.]

2006-01-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

I JUST GOT HOSTED!

wow. thanks to meangurl.net for giving me the opportunity. but i have a problem. di pa ako marunong ng FTP. i haven't downloaded filezilla and wordpress yet. omg. help. :( as soon i get to learn these stuffs, i'll move na. ^__^ so please do help.. add me sa ym pra mas madali..

hay. kahapon ay family day sa school nmen. naabutan ko yung dance contest. haha. nakakhiya yung sa amin.. especially the teachers' part! as in.. dapat crazy frog nalng yung sinayaw nila. :)) nakakahiya talaga as in to the nth level! sana nga 4th year nalng ako para hindi nakakahiya. :)) around lunchtime pumunta kami sa megamall para mag-ice skate with blessy, ge, fermin, paul, vincent, kevin, adrian, abhie, gicel, benette and niko. ayaw ko naman talaga eh. :)) niko was teaching me yesterday.. cuz it was my first time. waaa. haha. and guess what? andami beses ko nadulas. :)) and for one last time na nadulas ako, tumama ulo ko sa yelo. *OUCH!* as in hilo talaga ako. :)) nagkabukol nga ako eh.. sakit.. hanggang ngayon nahihilo ako. :)) pati buong katawan ko masakit. hayy.. keri lang. buti nga hindi kami natuloy sa bahay ni mam shawi ngayon. kasi kim and i were supposed to go school para turuan ulit ni kuya jm at ayusin narin yung website ng maksci. grabe. thank God di natuloy. ^_^

naisip ko lang.. im so ungrateful talaga. kasi i ask so many favors kay niko.. pero pag xa na yung hihingi ng favor sken, parang hesitant pa ako.. T_T naiinis ako sa sarili ko.. kasi kahit ilang beses ko marealize yung mali ko, hindi ko parin mabago. :(( nakakainis talaga.. buti na nga lang, natitiis pa ni niko lahat ng katangahan ko..:( love you baby panda..

*sigh* bad hair day kahapon. sana wag naman ngayon. hope things get better for me.

luv ya. *muah*

btw. im still findin more hosts.. yung pede tutorial ng wordpress and ftp.. god knows how hard im workin on it. @_@

[.events.events.events.]

2006-01-20T09:13:00.000+08:00

OMG SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED NA AND I HAVEN'T BLOGGED THEM YET! :O haha. tapos na exams! *YAY* oops. di pa pala. we have to retake the test sa computer.. damn. pero keri lang. kaya ko yun! *SANA* haha. hmmm.. teka lang huh. JANUARY 18. ANNIVERSARY NAMEN NI NIKO!! after the exam, we went straight to Market!Market!. nag-date kame. :)) we had our lunch together sa KFC and we had 2 piece chicken each. haha. takaw nmen noh?:P tapos we watched little manhattan. grabe so cute.. ^__^ romantic comedy xa bout a 10-year-old boy who just had his first love.. so cute talaga.. watch it! ;) tapos.. hmmm.. umuwi kame sa bahay and natulog sa sofa. pagod na kase kami pareho eh.. yun. tapos he went home na tapos natulog na rin ako.. :)) JANUARY 19. ang hirap ng exam sa analytic geometry.. as in malinis yung paper ko sa likod nung sinubmit ko. T_T ang hirap.. sabi ni Sir Joga parabola lang daw yung kasama sa exam, tapos bigla niang sinama yung sa ellipse. T__T waaaa.. i know for sure that i'll fail that damn subject. keri lang. i hate math talaga. i HATE MATH!! *sigh* sa english nga mejo nahirapan ako sa literature.. hanggang grammar lang talaga ako.T_T after nun.. niko and i went to market!market! again and had our lunch sa Yellow Cab. tapos we were supposed to watch a movie again kaso walang maganda. kaya nag-ikot ikot na lang kame.. i bought a pink mickey mouse bag na P50 lang! as in! :)) wala lang..=] JANUARY 20. family day sa school ngayon. and im supposed to be there pero tinatamad pa ako.. actually im starting to prepare na myself.. nakakhiya naman kasi kung di ako pupunta dun. this day means so much to our adviser.. kaya yun. pupunta ako. =] bait ko noh? :)) NEW LAYOUT!! do you like it?? I LOVE IT! :)) masaya ako ngayon at mejo hyper. ewan ko ba. my kuya will teach me macromedia flash na. yay! =] gotta go. bye! luv yaaa!

[.nahihilo.nahihilo.nahihilo.]

2006-01-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

NAHIHILO AKO!! kakatapos lang ng exams kanina. badtrip ako sa chem! tinulugan ko nga. :)) ang sakit sa ulo..T__T nakakainis. ayaw ko na talaga. AYAW KO NA TALAGA SA MGA DAMN GRADE CONSCIOUS KO NA MGA CLASSMATE! i fkkin hate them! palibhasa mataas ako sa elective english kaya pilit nila akong binababa. as in hinahanapan talaga nila ng butas yung mga sagot ko para lang mabasan ng points. wala man lang consideration! pero pag papers na nila, ang galing nila magconsiderate! nakakinis. sana talaga mabasa nila toh. as in. NO MORE. WALA NA TALAGA KAYO AASAHAN SA AKiN. at isa pa. meron kaming group project. sa akin pinapagawa ng leader halos lahat ng gawain from printing to ring-binding. grabe noh? and the assistant leader didn't contribute anything except from her report. ALANGAN NAMANG GAWIN KO PA UN?? she's supposed to do the binding. heller, kaya nga assistant leader, xa yung tutulong sa leader. hindi ako, na wala namang kahit ano. nakakainis na. sana kung minsan lang nangyayari, kaso lagi naman eh. pareho sila na walang naramdamang pressure samantalang ako, na wala naman dapat ginagawa, ay problemadong problemado kanina dahil sa isang SHIT na kagroup. meron pa akong disminorrhea (tama ba spelling??). nakakainis talaga. buti na lang nandun si niko. :p speaking of niko, tomorrow will be our second anniversary. as inn. TWO YEARS na. ;) astig noh? ^__^* luv ya niko! *nandito xa sa tabi ko ngayon, binabasa ang tinatype ko.T_T* aral na ulit. pero antok na ako.

[.whooh.]

2006-01-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

wala ako malagay sa title kaya ganyan. :)) anywaii. todai's sunday, which means caracol! CARACOL: a city from BELIZE which means snail; a festival held annually in Makati in which the theme is always concerning nature and natural resources. hay nq. every year kasama maksci. every year talo maskci. haha. last year kasama sila niko dun, ngayon di na. :)) kwento ko na nga. kanina, i met up with niko around 10:30 to attend the 10:30 mass sa glorietta with his dad.. tapos we went to Saisaki to eat lunch. haha. then niko and i watched St. Ange. im telling you, it's not worth watching. it's not worth your precious time. it's not worth your money. haha. nakalagay sa review drama pero may pagka-thriller xa. and sabi may demonic possession wala naman.! haha. kainis talaga. we could have watched ako legal wife. T_T pero kk lang.. kasama ko naman si niko eh.. :P aftr nun. nag-rounds kami ni niko sa glo. :)) we bought random stuffs.. tapos punta na kami sa caracol. grabe sobrang dami ng tao! as in! ang init init pa.. tapos may mga batang akyat ng akyat sa harang na grills. kainis. hindi tuloy namin makita! :)) andami pang dugyot na paligid-ligid.. mga gangsters KUNWARI. YUUCCKK!! kala nman nila cute sila pag ganun yung porma nila. T__T napanood ko ng maayos yung sa maksci. ok naman.. kaso pang-bata yung sayaw nila.. kakahiya talaga.. pero infairness malinis naman.. maayos tignan. kwento sakin ni christian meron daw isang tao sa likod nila sabi.. [parang ganito lang huh.] "maksci yan dba? yan yung nakatalo sa atin sa isang academic contest.. buti na lang matalino lang sila, di marunong sumayaw." :)) TAWA TALAGA AKO! kakahiya. :)) hay naq. pasukan na naman tomorrow. then exams. T__T aral muna. babay!

[.friday the 13th.]

2006-01-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

malas nga ba ang friday the thirteenth? ok lang. :)) actually kahapon, ok naman yung araw ko.. except nlang ung gabi. i was completely in hell. pero i don't believe na malas ang friday the 13th. conincidences happen naman dba? sobrang busy sa school grabe. dahil malapit na ang exams, dami na namang requirements.. we have to complete our notes. ako, social studies na lang ang kulang at yung elective math, pero the rest is complete na. kaso hindi naman ako makakapag-aral sa chem this weekend, kasi hiniram yung notebook ko..T__T may isa akong classmate na hinakot lahat ng notebook ko! =)) sige, i'll start na my tasks. i dont want to cram anymore! SWEAR!

[.skool trip.]

2006-01-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

grabe sobrang busy sa school kaya i can't update! nakakatawa pren mga teachers namen. TEACHER: "it's inthernal force when we are thowking about.." ETO PA: "erase the board." duh! as if we can do it! we can erase the writings on the board, but we can't erase the board! tsktsk. dapat talaga meron muna silang English lessons bago harapin ang mga istudayanteng mga ENGLISH CRITIC tulad quo. haha. dami homeworks, dami quizzes, dami longtests.. lapit na kasi periodical exams. T__T tsaka na muna ako magppost ng matinong post pag maluwag-luwag na sched. :p http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/becquerel_z2 group namen ni kim sa RP1. =)) honga pala. nagpagupit ako nung sunday sa isang bakla. eh iba iba yung gusto ko, naiinis na xa. sabi niya sken: "aba iha, nireregla na ako sayo!". bakla talaga. pagpasensyahan nio na ang salitang ginamit. :)) babu! :p

[.first saturday.]

2006-01-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

nothing. hehe, i wasnt able to update yesterday kasi i went home at around 9pm na.. kasi hinintay ko pa matapos yung COCC nila. eh 8:15 na sila natapos..T_T tapos while waiting for him, i was alone cryin.. grabe i was so depressed talaga.. basta di ko na ikkwento.. tapos dami pa test kahapon.. meron sa geom.. sa AP.. at sa computer.. speaking of computer, im currently at mam shawi's (my computer teacher) PC shop. we are workin on the school website (kuya jm, kim and kuya kenneth). and im eating tapsilog. hehehe. :p i'll try to update later, pero baka hindi na kasi when i get home, i'll do my homeworks na. wish me luck. n_~ luv yaa! //edit to all makscie students: UPDATED NA SITE NTEN. =3 (after 10 years* haha*)

[.vanity day.]

2006-01-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

for the whole day, i was holding and using niko's new phone. pinagbigyan ko si nika the vain. wala ako ginawa nung breaktimes kundi mag-picture. haha. at sinasama ko pa yung iba. heheh.. masaya ako ngayong araw na toh kasi wala yung teacher namin sa chemistry at sa geometry. wahaha!! pero tomorrow may mastery test naman sa geom.. T__T at quiz sa AP..T__T hay naq. senti to da max ako kagabi.. hehehe.. kung anu anu yung stat message q sa YM. pathetic nga eh..:p pero now im happy. ^_^ kilig moments.. haha. shocks. im a real hard shiny plastic.. and a perfect biatch! haha. >:) kaya ako galit sa mga biiatches kasi ayaw ko na may katulad ako. *except sa aking vain sisters*. >:) PROMISE I'LL BE GOOD TOMORROW AND I WON'T SAY THAT BiATCH WORD ANYMORE!! sasagarin ko na ngayon.. ~~BIATCH! BITCHHH!! BITTCCHHH!! BIIAAATTCHHHHHHHH!! HAHAHHA. >:)~~

[.first day bakk to skool.]

2006-01-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

EXPRESSION OF THE DAY: THAT BIATCH! HAHA.>:) balik skool na naman. 6am palang nasa skool na ako and i was surprised to see lea. kasi dati latecomer cia. ngayon di na. new year resolution daw. marami din nagtanong sakin kung anu ndaw new year resolution ko, sabi ko wala. hindin rin naman natutupad. totoo naman dba, kung di mo rin lang naman matutupad, why bother? hehe. masakit pa rin ngipin ko..*SOB SOB* pati ulo ko masakit.. *SOB SOB* teka. gagawin ko na nga yung project ko sa el eng. *SOB SOB* bakit nga pala yan yung expression for the day ko? kasi nakita ko na naman yung mga taong/babaeng pampasira ng buhay ko. teka. kanina yung lesson namin sa chem, ionization blah blah.. eto: PANIKI: class, ang ionization of energy ay mahahalintulad sa mga distant relationships. pag malayo yung isa, may tendency na maattract yung isa. kaya dapat, pag nakita mo na na may kasama na yung gusto mo, wag ka na umekstra. AKO: OO NGA WAG KA NA UMEKSTRA, YOU BIAATTCCHH!!! haha. warfreak bah? >:) dalawa kasi sila. kaya dapat isigaw. hahhaa. >:)

[.finally done.]

2006-01-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

I'VE FINALLY FINISHED MY BOOKREPORT! ow. kahapon pala. hehehe. naiinis ako, ang sakit sakit ng ngipin ko.. *SOB* nung new year pa.. waaaa.. T__T at masakit din ulo ko.. kaya hindi ako nakapag-edit kahapon. anywaii, pumunta si niko dito sa bahay kanina. at hiniram ko sa kanya ang isang kakatwang libro. ngalang pinoy na sinulat ni neni sta. romana-cruz. eto xa: yan. it's a compilation of "kakaibang brands" o pangalan ng mga tindahan.. oh, kakaibang pangalan ng mga tao.. at iba iba bagay na talaga namang tinawanan ko. example: Hear the Doorbell (names that sound like doorbells): _+Bambam Bakit nga kaya ganyan mga names _+Bingbing ng mga Pilipino? Tayo lang may _+Ching ganyan. Hehehe. _+Dangdang _+Dingdong _+Teng eto naman, isang page galing sa libro. hehe. sabi ng mom q totoo daw na may ganyang restau: yung isang restau, cooking ng ina mo ang pangalan. katapat nun ay isang restau na ang pangalan ay cooking ng ina mo rin! haha. that's really funny. ^__^ hehe. la lang. nahiram ko yan dahil dun sa project namin sa el eng. *read my previous blogs*. ahahaha. ahm.. maiba nga. may ginawa si niko na kanta na wala pang tono. *kanta nga ba tawag dun??* kaya kanina, linapatan ko na ng chords.. try q irecord tapos parinig ko na lang sa inyo.. ^__^ anwaii.. pasukan na naman bukas.. honestly, naeexcite ako. hehehe. di q lam kung baket, eh hindi ko naman namimiss mga kaklase ko.. [except for a few of them]. at ayaw ko rin namang bumalik sa mga teacher na hindi man lang marunong mag-appreciate ng mga ginagawa ng mga estudyante para sa kanya. ayaw ko na makinig sa mga boring lectures at magsagot ng mga tests [especially geometry]. gusto ko lang bumalik sa skool, sana nga lang walang mga teacher.. hay nako.. T__T sira nga pala yung phone ko, kaya gamit ko yung isang phone ni niko. hehehe. =3 at isa pa. naadik na naman ako sa kantang kailan by MYMP. napapa-senti tuloy ako. naalala ko yung crush ko dati [hanggang ngayon naman yata eh] na hindi ako kilala.. T__T pero kilala na niya ako ngayon at sana maging close kami. HAHAHA. >:) wala na ako masulat.. gusto ko na matulog pero pinapatay ako ng sakit ng ngipin.. *SOB SOB*

[.almost done.]

2006-01-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

RAWR! im almost done with my book report. :D the story was supposed to be funny, but it was not. haha. anywaii, i'll try to edit later if i finish early. >:)

[.cramming part2.]

2006-01-01T14:00:00.000+08:00

ang tamad ko talaga!! kakatapos ko lang basahin yung Taming of the Shrew. ah, yung summary pala nun. hehehehe. :p gagawin ko na talaga mamaya.. at hindi ako mag-iinternet!! >.< nakakainis talaga. honga pala, gumagawa ako ng bagong skin.. =3 toink toink toink! *WAHAHA* basta. imma use it sa february. :p teka, maglalaba muna ako. >:) harkharkhark. sira nga pla yung YM ko. pero kung gusto nio ako iadd add nio lang ako, faerienika ang sn q. :D babu!

[.cramming.]

2005-12-31T13:57:00.000+08:00

is it necessary to have new years resolution? i think i have to make one and them fulfill all of them, if i fail to do so, i must have a punishment. the first one on my list would be not to cram anymore. im sick of cramming, yet i always to it. tamad kasi ako eh. ahaha. wala ako magawa. kakatapos ko lang basahin yung Nostradamus na book na nabili ko nung isang araw. Na-predict pala nia na after sumabog ng earth, people who will be able to survive will go to another planet where life is possible. at yun yung paradise. sana lang noh.. the earth is getting worse and worse kasi everyday.. whew. anywaii. malapit na new year. actually bukas na. naiinis ako sa mga nagpapaputok.. wala naman silang napapala dun eh.. they are just wastin their money. waaa.. :( picture picture muna.. hayy.. wala lang yan. la aq magawa kagabi eh.. T__T advanced happy new year sa lahat.. =3 //EDIT here are the skoolworks that i need to do:

book report in english -- taming of the shrew by william shakepeare. *DAMN! it's so boring, im telling you..T__T*
~~chemistry written report~~ -- germanium. tin. carbon. *DANES WAIT LANG HA! GAGAWIN KO NA TALAGA..T__T*
project in elective english -- rectify signs that are gramatically incorrect. *i just need a book from niko, tapos na toh.*
social studies -- rewrite notes. ang habaaaa..T___T

*sob* now here's little game for myself. i should be able to finish at least two of these works on or before january 2, or else i will quit blogging. T___T *SOB SOB SOB*

//EDIT

i've just finished doing the written report in chem.. hehe. =3 i want to finish the book report.. it's the most important thing i should do.. T__T but at least i've finished one! i realized that internet is one big temptation! haha. natapos ko xa kasi hindi ako na-connect sa internet. hehehe.

[.happy. did i say happy?? supperr happy!.]

2005-12-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS DEFINITELY ONE OF MY HAPPIEST DAYS OF THE YEAR..=3 ahihi.. i woke up feelin happy this mornin.. dunno why. ^__^* nung paggising q, i had 19 messages recieved, galing sa iba ibang taong nagmamahal sken.. hehe. then after reading and replying to the messages, tumulong aq sa mga household chores. sinampay quo yung mga kakalaba lang.. bait ko noh? hehehe. tapos after kumain, i washed narin the dishes.. tapos i got online! sandali lang aq nag-online kasi ginamit ni kuya yung computer. gawd, i really wish i have my own set, kahit desktop lang. *sigh* ah basta. tapos while watching him play MegaMan©, i suddenly thought of going to Market!Market! para wala lang! hehe. so i called up niko, hoping that he cud go with me. hehe, conincidentally, pupunta rin pala xa dun pra ipaayos yung CPU nila. hehe. kaya yun, i fixed myself and went to the mall. i bought a ballpen and colored papers sa National Book Store before meeting up niko. hehe. punta agad kami sa Technology Center tapos nag-aya na aq mag-dinner. hehehe. alam nio naman na nagiging monster aq pag gutom eh. hehe. he bought siomai sa Henlin tapos rice sa.. nalimutan q kung anung restau yun. eh i asked him to buy extra rice, expecting na konti lang yung rice pero nung pagbalik nia, grabe ang dami nung isang order ng rice! nalunod nga kami eh hehe. sa isang order kasya na sa aming dalawa pero ewan q ba sa knya, tatlo pa yung binili hahaha. kaya yun. eh xempre kulang yung siomai kaya he bought sizzling sisig. yak talaga puro sibuyas lang yata yung nandun eh. hehehehe. sayang lang yung pera nia. >:) tapos kumain, i asked him to go with me sa Libris Books. i love that store kasi ang gaganda ng mga books [perfect for book lovers like me] tapos ang mura pa! as in.. halos lahat brand new.. tapos ang ganda pa ng envi ng store, kaya nakakatuwa puntahan..=3 siguro we spent one hour kakatingin sa isang maliit na bookstore na yun. hehe. cant decide eh. i ended up with Nostradamus and Angel Eyes. hehe. astig. tapos yun.. sabi ko ke niko, ibili na nia aq ng bagong keyboard kasi yung keyboard namin sira na, hidni na gumagana yung P, 0 and :. binilan naman nia aq, christmas gift nia saken. hehe. =3 tapos before i got home, i bought my mom a tulip. ang mahal pala ng tulip.. pero binilan q prin xa ng isa. hehehe. orange na tulip yung gusto ni mommy eh, kaya orange din yun binili q..^___^* tapos when i got home, xempre i went online agad.. tapos i made a banner. *points up* yan yung nagawa q kaya mabilis lang.. mas gusto q yung simple kaya yan.. hehe. sobrang simple. =3 WAAAA!! im sooooo sooooo happy talaga..=3 kaso ubos naman ang pera quo. T_T whops, bago matapos ang lahat pics muna ng babies q. =3 after ng picture session, may tumawag sken kaya di natuloy hehe.. =3 that's it for now.. luv ya guys! n_n comment nio ha.. >:)

[.abnormally addict.]

2005-12-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

YES I HAVE A NEW LAYOUT NA!! just look at my page.=] everything is made by me.. and im just soo proud. =3 kasi dati, whenever i visit the pages of other users grabe gusto ko umiyak cuz i really dont know how to make them.. and i dont know how to use photoshop then.. and now.. wala pang isang week na natuto ako mag-ps..^__^* eto na yung gift quo sa sarili q this christmas..=3 i spent this whole day making everything.. kaya ngayon masakit mata q huhuhu.. di pa tapos nga eh.. im currently workin on the banner.. la aq maisip eh.. hehe. anywaii, prince dropped by our place again.. and he gave his christmas present.. hehe. it's a bear.. and he named it mango shake.! it's cute, but i havent got a picture of it yet.. i'll post it tomorrow..^__^* that's all i have to say for now.. and oh! i want to know how have the currently icons.. im so sorry im stupid.. please help.. = s

[.grounded.]

2005-12-27T19:36:00.001+08:00

WOW IM SO EXCITED TO ATTEND THE YOUTH CAMP TOMORROW!! Blessy invited me last night to join the youth camp, an activity yata ng Youths for Christ and i was sooo giddy bout it, cuz im always on the go especially when it concerns God. Kanina dapat yung parents' orientation and my dad was supposed to attend. i was so excited talaga. BUT GUESS WHAT?? i was grounded. WHY?? because our damned papansin na maid told my mom that i slept around 4am. ARGH! i was soooo pissed off. i cried because the only thing that made me excited was cancelled, because of a stupid old maid who had nothing to do in her life. T_T SURVEY(was tagged by johanna) 1.) The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover 2.) Need to mention the sex of the target. 3.) Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their Comments saying they've been tagged. 4.) If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again. Target: Male 1.) sweet. 2.) responsible. 3.) treats me like princess. 4.) gives all my vanities. 5.) can go to our house through wallking kahit 8pm na just to see me.. *pasay to makati* 6.) knows what a girl wants and needs 7.) matalino at may common sense. 8.) presentable and wears PINK FITTED SHIRT. now im taggin.. uhm.. let's see.. lorey, ayeka, iya, ian, ate angel, ate lorraine, lawrence, rieka hmm.. im so nahihilo na talaga.. :( i didn't have enough sleep, i didn't have anything to enjoy for the whole day.. i can't join the camp.. and i helped wash the clothes.. :(( DAMN LIFE! buti nalang ka-text quo si penpen kanina.. and we talked about lotsa things.. kakatuwa kasi we can relate. hahaha..=] [thanks so much bare hugs!]. hayy.. i updated my site na ulet.. ui sumone help me naman oh.. i wanna get rid of the ad under my chatbox but i dunno how.. *sigh* kawa naman aq.. HAY NAQ!! ej is pissing me off again!! he's texting me using prince's phone and kung anu sinasabi nia na non-sense!! ARGH! >.< pagpasenxahan nio na la aq sa mood.. *sigh* eto na lang.. random pix..

bacon yummies name nia.. baby nmen ni niko. =]

vanity strikes. T_T

vanity strikes again. irah and moi after battle of the bands.

that's it for now.. im gonna rest muna. tag me..=] luv ya!

[.post-christmas post.]

2005-12-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

i had a not-so-busy day the other, but i was supposed to, because it was christmas. [im still having a hard time typin the word christmas properly in one go] for the whole day i was home, faced the computer. it was awful. :( i was supposed to go to mass with my family sa greenbelt pero di q feel kaya un.. ako magsisimba dapat mag-isa. pero sinamahan aq ni niko nung nalaman nia na ako lang mag-isa.. grabe.. so sweet.. n__~ anyhoww, nung gabi dumating yung mga pamangkins quo.. grabe they were sooo kulet! as in they messed up our room.. haha, jumping from one bed to another. para silang unggoy. hahah. so un.. i slept around 1:30. my dad was abnormal the other. he got angry with my kuya because he thought his "hard to find jimi hendrix cd" was lost, but it was not. he was just bein stupid and dumbass. he gave it to kuya joey without even noticing it. i fkkin hate him talaga. hai nq.. kanina, i mean, kagabi, prince, ej, mark, charles and leyco dropped by our house para.. wala lang.. para manggulo. and they did it right. ahahaha. ang kulit nila! la lang.. ahihi..n__n i haven't slept properly in the past 3 days, pero kanina i finally got the chance to hibernate. hehe. i woke up at 2pm. sarap! ;) and now. 5:30 am. and i haven't got a wink yet. ahahaha. update aq tomorrow.. or maybe later. =] luv ya all! *muahugs*

[.christmas.. just christmas.]

2005-12-25T04:21:00.000+08:00

it's officially christmas yet i didn't feel it. my family was supposed to attend the 10pm mass.. but my dad insisted that we attend mass tomorrow. *sigh* i was saddened by the fact that this was the first time we are not gonna attend the midnight mass.. to make the scenario worse, my brother's girlfriend slept over, which means she will sleep at our room. damn. *change mood* YAY!! i finally made my own skin! HAHAHA. everything you'll see here are my works.. haha. [except for the cursor]. and i'm proud to say that i made all of these in adobe photoshop CS2 which i started using just yesterday. huh! and now im totally addicted to it. ^__^ hope it would be ok.. =] im kinda sleepy nia cuz it's 4:30 am. haha. tomorrow, i will attend mass, mamasko with my pamangkins, and sleep. yep. i will hibernate. hahaha. =] for now, so far so good. i received loads of text messages greeting me merry christmas..^_^

that's it for now. have a happy christmas day! n_~ *muahugs* TAG MEE!!!

[.happy christmas.]

2005-12-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! i've made online gifts for my 2 friends.. [KiM] [JOHANNA] [NiKO] i'm in the process of makin more.. hehe. thanks din nga pala to kim and johanna for their pretty gifts.. n_n i'll update later.. or maybe tomorrow. :D

[.potato couch finally.]

2005-12-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

tinamaan na naman aq ng katamaran! yea. today's *checks the calendar* december 22 which means.. it's been a week since i last updated and.. *counts* 3 days before christmas. i'm not really that excited.. i haven't gotten any gift yet.. except from the gifts i received nung christmas party sa skool.. [thanks to: LEA, MJ, DANiELLE, BLESSY, CYRIL, JOAN, MARAY, DONNA and RiZZA *for the sweet kiss on my cheeks.=)] anywaizz, last wednesday, the first day of skool fair, was a mess. it started during our practice for the band in market. we went to market2 around 9:3o am to wait for it to open so that no other band would go to Lazer before us. but when we arrived at the shop, the guy there told us that they are opening the studio at 12noon and i was like what?!?! and i wanted to kick the shit out of that hairy dumbass. so there. we practiced outside the mall and waited til 12, and we practised for one and a half hour. T_T then we went back to gay skool! that afternoon, niko and blessy joined the Search for Songbird. Niiko sang "the promise" and when he sang the part "i am not afraid to say i love you.." he looked at me and everyone was like.. "yiheeee.." and i blushed but hey, it was not piece of gay ass, and i was touched. before the song finished, i left my chair and i cried. yea. i was so touched. tagos talaga hanggang backbone. there. i wasn't able to watch blessy sing. damn. but i heard her. she was really great. as in! but some crap didn't make her win.. T_T i planned of shopping for give away gifts that night but i wasn't able to do so because niko invited me to watch the Danztravganza. yea it was kool. but i wasn't able to enjoy it because i was too hungry. [i become a monster when i'm hungry. so beware. bring me food always. hehe.] then christmas party. the christmas party last thursday was fun.. the food was great [thanks to CHOWKiNG], i joined the games.. yea. hehe. but i was not able to finish it becuzz.. i had to help vicson practise rhythms for the battle of the bands that afternoon. and then.. yea. the battle of the bands was great, though we didn't do well. we did our best. but unfortunately, destiny didn't favor us. the instruments were so hina, and the guitars, since we only borrowed the guitars from each other, one guitar was not standardly toned. so it was a mess. but it was ok. hehehe. i love silent awakening so much. =] we joined for experience. and i had enough experience. but i'd still join next year, im planning to have another band, an all girl band would be cool. =] after the battle of the bands was the dancenight. yea.. it was.. great. i danced with for the whole night. no. not the whole night actually. only when slow songs are played. =] hehe. i had stomach ache so couldn't dance wild songs. hahaha. i was not in the mood, so whenever fast songs are played, i go to a corner beside my bags and close my eyes. =] tito eme fetched us that night.. [thanks again TiTO EME.=)] and now. christmas vacation.!! niko comes over our house every now and then so i wouldn't miss him. n_n and i get to help in doing household chores because mom made the 2 maids leave. and now the loads are on my shoulder, and my brother's. *sigh* but actually, it helped made this vacation not boring.^_^ and! i'm now actually a POTATO COUCH! yay! when i dont have anything to do, i watch TV. and eat fries. hahahha. i had a chat with lea last week. i spilled out to her all the hard feelings i have for my classmates. but it didn't change, my feelings. i still think that they are all dumbasses trying to piss off others' lives. T_T that's it for now. i'll update tomorrow. or maybe on the other day, kapag tinamaan aq ng katamaran, again. hehe.=] advanced happy holidays everyone! hugs and kisses..*muah* luv ya. =]

[.the big day.]

2005-12-15T08:06:00.000+08:00

BATTLE OF THE BANDS NA MAMAYA!! *dance night din.n_n*

[.silent awakening part 2.]

2005-12-11T16:02:00.003+08:00

haha. adik na aq! i woke up at 8am to fetch my bandmates sa sk0ol, then we went to our house.. and niko fetched us there./=] so we had practice ng band yesterday sa villamor c/o niko's dad. :) at first, mejo la kami sa mood.. kase naglakad lang kami from gate 3 to villamor. and init pa! grabe.. then hinatid kami nung ninang ni niko sa office ng dad nia.. we saw there the presidential blah blah.. sabi ni niko it was part of the presidential security group (psg). hehe. tapos gutom pa kami lahat. tapos hindi pa alam ni castle yung drums ng dragonfly so we can't practise properly.. la pa kasi si blessy nun, eh si blessy lang yung may alam nung drums nun.. kaya nag-lunch na lang muna kame.. also c/o tito eme. [tito eme: thank u soooooo much po.:)] tapos yun.. we went back to the studio. it was not actually a studio.. parang avr na may mga instruments lang. kaya un. around 2pm dumating si blessy.. and she taught castle the rhythm of dragonfly and the transitions.. nabuhay na kaming lahat! ^___^ ang saya saya.. astig yung practice.. astig talaga.. as in feel kO! haha. kaso ang aga umalis ni vicson.. pero keri lang. =] we'll have another practice anytime this week and i'll make sure na kumpleto kaming lahat.. [GO SILENT AWAKENING!!. HAHA.] after the practice, i went to niko's place. and we ate 3 bibingka. hehe. then we attended the mass dun sa kanila.. late na nga kami dumating kasi kumain pa kami.. hehe. pro k lang naman.. it was damn raining hard.. nabasa pa tuloy yung jogging pants ko.. and we had a hard time getting taxi. abnormal yata mga taxi drivers kapag umuulan eh.. :P tapos yun.. derecho na kame sa bahay naman namin.. we cooked beef noodles.. and french fries! hehehe. =] i had a perfect day kahapon.. with niko..:"> ahaha. excited na talaga aq for the battle of the bands.. damn! ang tagal ng oras.. ahihih. nood kayo huh.. sa thursday.. 4pm. hehe. =] excited na rin ako sa dance night.. sa thursday din yun, after ng battle.. kaso 3 hours na lang yung dancenight.. huhu. kakainis! kasi dati dance night namin is from 7pm to 5am. ngyon 7pm to 10pm na lang. kainis talaga! *sigh* i guess i'll just have to make the most of that night.. damn. "let me know if im doin this right.. let me know if my grip's too tight.. let me know if i can stay all of my life.."

[.silent awakening.]

2005-12-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

grabe im so excited nna!! omg. tagal naman magsaturdaii.. we`re gonna practise na kasi for the battle of the bands.. and take note: whole day kami magprpractise this time.. kasi libre ng dad ni niko. ahahha. let me introduce you muna to my band first. uhh.. our band name is.. silent awakening. kinda weird huh?!n_n here are my bandmates.. ``benette : vocals 1. matangkad. pogi. maarte. captain ng juniors basketball team. spongecola and dating ng boses. fafa. ahahaha. ``nikolai : vocals 2. matangkad. maputi. maarte. makulit. ala-josh groban ang boses. haha. ``blessy : naliligaw sa bass kasi singer talaga xa. ero infairness magaling xa humawak ng bass. astig. astig din magdrums kahit first time lang humawak nun. n_n masayahin. piglet. pooh. songbird! sexy! n_n ``april : rhythms 1. astig sa gitara. astig talaga. yun lang masasabi ko. grabe! :) ``vicson : rhythms 2. haven't heard him play the guitar yet. pero ayon sa aking sources, magaling daw xa. we will see sa saturday. :) pinakabata [lahat kami juniors, xa lang ang freshie]. super cute.:) ``castle : drums. haven't heard her play the drums yet. pero magaling xa. :) maganda pa. :) ``nika : hehe. lead guitar. hyper. makulit. bano! loser! :p ayan. hehe. yesterday was the deadline of the submission of registration forms sa battle of the bands. kaya yun, we had our first ever official band meeting kanina. we took a long time on deciding what our band name would be. ayun, mejo nagkapikunan. hahaha. niko suggested silent awakening nga.. :p tpos yun, sabi ko ok. and we also decided on the songs that we are goin to play. dragonfly by spongecola yung isa. and the other one is for all of my life by MYMP pero parang remix.. gagawin namin xang alternative type. :) astig kaya kasi nasubukan na namin un last week eh. :) so eion, la lang.. im so excited na. the contest will be on thursdaii.. la pa kami official practice.. hehe sa saturdaii plang kaya im so excited talaga..:p kanina, i noticed something kay king, yung doggie q. he's so sweet na, as in sinalubong nia ako went i got home kanina.. hehe. so unusual! baka mamamatay na.. haha. sana nga..:p i dont really like dogs, kaso gusto ng mom ko, kaya yun..:p that doggie is so pilyo talaga.. as in. kasi fba may christmas tree na kami.. talagang binabangga nia yung christmas tree para may mahulog na christmas balls tapos sisirain nia. kainis! ipapa-adobo ko nga yan eh. hahaha. :)

sa sk0ol kanina, teacher's day naman. we had no classes except for english and computer. hehe. kasi we were required to hold a program for each subject teacher.. kaya yun. nakakatawa kaya.. we looked stupid! pero ayos lang. e did it para walang klase. ahahah! i mean, who wants it?? duh! :p we were not able to perform at our english class, and our adviser told us na masama daw loob nung teacher, kaya yun, we serenaded her sa faculty room. then we also seranaded all the members of the faculty. saya nga eh.. astig! ^__^ but there's one thing that pissed me of: i heard and sand along with my classmates in singin "makita kang muli". nakakainis! ahaha. kaka-badtrip. mga 15 times ko xa narinig ngayong araw na toh.. :-/ it's nanarindi.. hanggang dito sa bahay un ung nakakanta ko! ahaha..:p

"i'd rather love you in silence for there i found no rejection.. for there no one owns you but me.."

[.i left and back again.]

2005-12-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

i really think blogging has already been a part of my life. after being disconnected from blogging for almost 5 months, here i am again. haha. ewan ko kung anu meron sa blogging. i just enjoy it. so anu na nga ba nangyayari sa buhay ko? for the past 5 months.. .>.>. i've been being constantly pressured by my studies. grabe. there are times na 2am na ako natutulog. nasanay na rin ako eh..ü but im extremely saddened by the fact that despite these efforts, i still got low grades.. damn. kasi naman yung new grading system eh! the teachers are forced to use the zero-based grading system and it is kakainis! *sigh* but still i feel blessed cuz i did not get any grade lower than 81. haha. 60% of my classmates got grades lower than 80. ugh. dont think that we are tanga and tamad that's why we got low grades. i told you it was because of the grading system..T_T .>.>. la na kami ni nikolai. yea. some people might get surprised. for the past 2 months, i've been trying to make people see my points. i broke up with him because.. basta. but the feeling stays the same. see? we are bestfriends now, and we are still close. so close that you would not think we broke up. things are still the same between us, except that the commitment was gone. .>.>. i've been looking forward to celebrating christmas again! ahaha. my mom fixed na our christmas tree. haha. same look. same smell. same balls. haha. .>.>. i've been to soooo many booksales and i got soooooo many books. cheap price. great books. n_n i've been so passionate bout books.. really. :D " i asked God if you were meant for me.. if He would say yes, i would love you more.. but if He says no, i would still love you just to let him see that loving you at my best really makes us meant to be.."